I find that I cry and get sad at the most unexpected moments.  I want to tell everyone I meet about Shaun.  And sometimes, I laugh.  I remember good moments and smile.  Sometimes, I remember those good moments and they make me a sad.  Today I have had both.  But luckily, I have my best friend here beside me tonight, to reminisce with.  And tell stories back and forth – and we can both laugh and cry.  Thanks Krissie, you really are a rock to me – more than you will ever know.