So, I decided that I am making a digital scrapbook, and then I am going to have it professionally bound like a coffee table book – and it be the story of Shaun and I. I know it seems crazy, but I want to make sure that every memory is completely documented. Not one forgotten. So I have slips of paper everywhere, the notepad app on the iPhone is quite handy, and dragon dictation too. I wish I knew why I had such a panic of forgetting. You can’t forget someone that amazing. Someone that special. But I want to make sure every detail is perfect. Just like he is to me. It’s gonna be a long endeavor, putting 3 years in pictures in a detailed book… but I hope it’s worth it. I want to see his face, hear him sing to me, hold his hand… I love him guys more than you can know. And it’s really painful to be in love with someone who is no longer here.