Isn’t it fantastic, every morning when we wake up that we have a new start.  A fresh beginning.  A way to start all over and new.  And we might carry some things from yesterday into tomorrow – but it is still a new beginning.  I am going to try to quit complaining about having to get up so early and going to bed so late.  Because, everyday is new – and everyday I am still here.  So everyday, I can be thankful.  I miss my Shaun so very much it hurts.  But, I also know – there isn’t one thing that I would have changed between us.  We were quite happy.  And I can still be happy – because I was blessed to have him.