First of all, if you are reading this blog on a mobile device…. scroll down to the bottom of the page and click the button that allows you to see it as the web version. And then – sit back and be amazed. I changed the whole look of the blog – after years of it being the same. And to you, that might not seem like a big deal – but for me – it’s huge. This blog started as a way to let the world know how I was surviving that day. Now, it’s transformed into much more for me. It has turned into a way to share my thoughts, feelings, and views. And that is something I used to be so scared to share. I didn’t want people to think that I was stupid – or tell me I was wrong, a million different fears behind being outspoken and open.
Well boy, have times changed. While working on changing the look and the name of the blog – I read a lot of my old posts. And It was funny and eye-opening to see the way I have transformed over the years. And it also floored me that I have been doing this for YEARS! How is that even possible? I have learned so much in the past few years – and I have changed in so many ways. I guess I had my “coming of age” a little later than most.
So here is what I want you to know about the new look. And yes – It all pretty much radically changed. I threw the blog up 7 days after Shaun died. I wasn’t really concerned about how it looked. It was just a way to breathe. Now, I want you to see me. Who I am. Now. Because of this wicked journey that I had to go on. And who I am is this – A girl who has had a lot of heartache and pain – but it has always been out weighed by the love and goodness I have had around me. My life is not perfect – I have struggles. But I am blessed beyond measure. I have people who love me. Care about me. And help me daily. What more can you ask for?
Now, If you haven’t noticed – the name has changed, too. It was “iwillalwaysloveyoushaun.blogspot.com” — and well, that’s a lot. It’s now http://www.princessprophecies.blogspot.com. Because, that’s where I am going. Onward and upward. Time to get the book out. And link it all together. So here is my first step – I changed the name. I changed the look. And I love it. I hope everyone else does too!!!!! And I want to thank my techie people who made this happen. It made me deep down, like in the center of my core, happy. You didn’t have to do it – and I can’t thank you enough for doing it anyway.